I know it is not,never and will not be easy in this quest of 'mencari rezeki halal'. The journey has been rough throughout these 4 freaking years. And I know things will not change much in the future.
I'm in despair,and there is not a single sign of hope at this very moment.
All that's needed is to gather the shattered pieces and resume as though nothing has happened. Redha as what the call it.